So I got my hair cut (6 inches off, it falls around my shoulders now) and I thought it looked really cute, but Aaron was all like "you're conforming" and he didn't say that it even looked nice. Whereas my friend Nick, who I barely know, said he loved it without me saying anything and gave me a hug. Then later said I looked really pretty. Why is it that a friend I barely know is nicer to me than my boyfriend? It's not like he likes me or anything, at least I don't think so. But I don't know. He's just really nice to me and it brings to attention how wrong I'm being treated by Aaron. And he almost dumped me the other night... but he didn't and said I say "I love you" too much and that I never care and never put effort into the relationship... and I cut again. Really deep too... and in a way, I kind of hope someone sees it and puts out their hand to help me. I don't know how I'll explain the cuts to Aaron... I'll probably say I got into a fight with my parents. Oh well. Things will hopefully work themselves out...